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03 May 2006 @ 04:25 pm
I haven't posted here in quite some time. I was a bit turned off by the rude responses I was getting from the little boys, rather than the engaging questions that could have been posed. Needless the say - it doesn't deter for long.

My body is growing stronger, and with every day of working - my mind is growing sharper as well. I am starting to feel the familiar twinge of spunk as it were when I was in school. I enjoy not leaving my home for work any more. My home is my work - my work is my gift to others. My cousins child is a blessing - I watch him during the week and it reminds me of the bliss you feel being at home with your own new born. I may not have had this intimacy with my daughter five years ago - but be sure it will be there with any future children. I hope now that I am pregnant even as I write this.

I can blame - sure. But what is that worth? Nothing. I'd rather laugh and thank those who've helped me grow stronger. I am weak sometimes, but now - and perhaps in the future I feel strength that I didn't feel then.

We must move. We must move our minds and our bodies daily. We were not given muscles to stay still. We were not given minds to be silent. And so I will.

Babies are calling me - more later.
Current Mood: amusedamused
Omg MORNING SEX. I LOVE IT. I Want it. I had it this morning. I don't want my husband to leave for work. I want more. I want much more. GREED! INDULGENCE! I'll be ready for him when he returns home this afternoon. Very ready.
Current Mood: sexed
Current Music: silence
23 October 2005 @ 08:38 am
For Sale - (1) Logitech Webcam $50.00, mic built in, comes with stand and software. Message me at celestialrage78 on aim if interested, willing to ship, buyer pays shipping cost.
22 October 2005 @ 06:03 pm
Ever had the impression that nothing you do really fucking matters? It'll be forgotten, overlooked, misplaced on the line of importance. FUCK everyone and their hidden agendas.
21 October 2005 @ 05:41 am
Its now 530 am, have been up since three - still going. Its a sleepless night. But then that's an obvoius now isn't it when I tell you what time it is. Hmph. Grumpy? Yes. Always too much on my mind. So here I am, staring at this screen. Creating a community, for no other reason than to have another outlet for some of this pent up ?hostility?rage?unease? who knows what the right term is, but - pent up something or other. *sighs*
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: The furnace in the background.