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10 February 2007 @ 08:48 pm
FUCK  
I'm in a shitty mood. Everything is pissing me off. I am angry because its Saturday night and I'm tired, and my husband is at work, and not here. I'm pissed because I'm on about three different sleep schedules. Mine, my daughters and my husbands. I'm pissed because I NEVER get a full nights sleep. I wake constantly. I'm pissed because because... well JUST BECAUSE.

I'm pissed because I feel like I'm constantly explaining myself to no one in particular.

I'm pissed because its been four days since I've smoked, and I want to smoke right the fuck now!

I'm pissed because I am doing well with my nutrition, but I want to eat everything! THAT"S NOT FAIR. I want to NOT want to eat EVERYTHING.

I'm pissed because my dog follows me around lovingly and I cannot even appreciate it right now.

I'm pissed because I asked my son to clean his room this afternoon and he was still working on it this evening and then said he was tired and didn't want to finish! NO - you finish and quit fucking around! Its finally finished.

I'm pissed because I feel like I'm taking my PMS out on my kids and my husband.

I'm pissed because my husband has no idea how to handle me right now.

I'm even more pissed because I have no idea how to handle myself right now.

FUCK

I'm pissed because I danced with a hot blond last night and I didn't even get her number! Yes I'M ALLOWED!

I'm pissed because its fucking cold outside.

I'm pissed because I have to be OUT in the FUCKING COLD TOMORROW.

I'm pissed because I haven't picked up the groceries yet and I HATE SHOPPING FOR GROCERIES.

I'm pissed because I didn't take a shower today.

I'm pissed because I feel like I want to just fucking crawl out of my skin and throw it away.

I'm pissed because I got so drunk last night I was in pain today.

I'm pissed that because of that pain today I didn't take my walk.

I really could go on bitching and bitching.

All of this amounts to a big fat whopping P TO THE M TO THE S.

WHICH means that I'M PISSED THAT I'M NOT PREGNANT.

I'm pissed that I have issues.

FUCK.
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